Realization..

Maybe I can make a proper post now. The worst rollercoaster feelings are gone and left is a more clear understanding of the situation and a more focused perspective on things. There’s not really any panic or anxiety left, just a stubborn determination – a defiance that won’t be silenced. Life threw another curveball at […]

Update – Out of order..

Back from hospital. People are still being jerks, I won’t take that back because it’s still true. Still not good at keeping their distance unless it’s a special place like the hospital. That was amazing to experience, so different than what’s going on in public places. When I got “released” I made my way to […]

Difference..

Things aren’t always the same. To one person a thing is this way. To another it’s another way. Neither are wrong. Like when some uses one knitting style and another uses a different style. As far as I know there are five “big” styles of knitting and then there’s all the variations. Every one of […]

In-between time..

The last couple of weeks have been a little rough. I’ll admit that much. It’s kind of limbo weather-wise, because the chill in the air makes it cold enough to not go outside without a jacket but not cold enough to shift to winter clothes all together. A couple of hours where the sun isn’t […]

Disappointed.. but..

Remember the blackberries? They looked so promising. There were a lot of them and I had hoped for a harvest that was – if not amazing – then at least decent. But alas.. no harvest at all. I don’t know what happened but they didn’t grow bigger or ripened as usual, they just remained small […]

No gold – but light..

It’s said that there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow. It’s the first thought that pops into my head when I see one. There’s no gold though and I know that so there’s no reason to go look for it. The thing is; a rainbow is circular meaning; no end. You […]

Last flowers..

It’s nice to have pictures of flowers for the times when the flowers are not around. A reminder of days with colours, fragrances and an abundance of pollinators. These are the last flowers around here for a long time. I don’t count the rose, that one is weird – it’s convinced that now is the […]

Quiet moment..

This is one of my favorite moments of the day. The hustle and bustle has disappeared for now. The birds have settled down for the night, the bees are quiet. Most people are at home, I can see the headlights of a car very far away, but I can’t hear it. The tractors and harvesters […]

Paws..

Ever had a sunburn? Like.. a really nasty one? All red, warm and aching. The slightest touch hurts so much. Your skin feeling something like this: We all have to be careful in the sun. Just as important; we have to be careful on behalf of our pets. Access to clean fresh water is a […]

All beginnings are hard…

When I decided to create a blog, it was mostly because I realized that I need to have more control in terms of what to post, where and how. This is a way to gain control over my words. I admit I was scared out of my skull. I still am but don’t tell anyone […]